Failure..

It's been awhile and I've been thinking..
*thinking...*
*still thinking..*
*thinking thinking..*

I think I sucks... hohoho..


I've been freaking looking for a job for pass 3 months..
applied almost over 30 jobs..
WHAT THE HELL?!!
30 FREAKING JOBS?!

What the heck was I thinking??
Me mom has been bugging me the entire month..
Absolutely horrible.. people I've known all get their jobs with so little efforts
making me looks like a bum.. damn..
and me mom have absolutely no idea how much blardy effort in applying n waiting I've done..

ARGH!!!
I feel so...so.. like this..


Damn...