Orange Juice

Showdown

2010-04-28T22:16:00.008+08:00

I can't take it anymore!!
Why?!!
Why?!!
WHY?!!

8TV Showdown 2010 is soooo unprofessional!
The only thing the judges can comment are:
The power moves..
The attack moves..
are good
What?!!

Where's the foundation of hiphop?
Where's the spirit of hiphop?
Where's the art, the style, the fun, the creativity, the attitude, the respect?
Where's the culture?

Only power moves?
That's not the everything of bboy man!
Everyone just wanna show off power moves.. its getting boring y'all!
I've seen flares like 20-30 times, and they're all the same!
Nothing special about it

And only two judges?
And tie? And still being judge by TWO judges?
What happened is wrong?
They so need a third opinion!!
*Unprofessional*

The MC sounds so lame!! Its like he's never seen a freeze or an air chair before.
Say WHAT?!!

I can only conclude that Malaysia ain't mature yet for this yet.
They need to do their homework first!!

Yet!! I'd like to give props to 8TV and the organizers for trying.
Crews y'all need to learn to work together y'all!!
Jabbawockeez is one of the example! =')

*period*

24 Hours

2010-04-17T18:23:00.002+08:00

What is wrong with Malaysian banks customer hotline?
The below two examples claiming, ANYTIME, 24 hours, INCLUDING HOLIDAYS.

"Call our customer care hotline at 1 300 88X XXX or 603-2295 XXXX if you're overseas (24 hours daily, including holidays)."

"..or contact our Customer Service at 1-300 88 XXXX (local) or 603-7844 XXXX (overseas) any time, any day."

but when you call in, no one answering your call.
Hope this post gets publish on the newspaper or something.

Time Is Running Out

2010-04-16T13:32:00.002+08:00

Steadycam

2010-03-29T19:07:00.002+08:00

Har Har Har!! I totally forgotten to upload my new wide angle lens video.
Doesn't matter, its already over. New stuff comes new stuff goes.
*lensy still here though*

Will be start my DIY steadycam project soon!! woohoo!! Going green babeh!!
Alright update soon!

Spring's Here

2010-03-24T22:56:00.002+08:00

Alright! 'sup all!
During my last post I mention about purchasing a wide angle lens online?
Yeah!! Finally got it, felt it, played with it.
Soooooooooooooooooooooooo....... coooooooooooool!!
Now I need not worry about standing right in front of someone and yet capture everyone!!
Soooooooooooooooooooooooo....... coooooooooooool!!

I'll post a viddy on my new found baby probably in a few days time.
Be sure to wait for it y'all!
Toddles~ Going to out to play soon.

[Coming Soon]

2010-03-17T22:46:00.004+08:00

Alright 'sup!
I'm back again, and this time I've grown another cm taller.
*Hoping real hard I did*

Quick update:

My 3rd time buying stuff online. Isn't that just too cool to be true. And I brought my first lens.

*uh huh... even cooler*
Now check this out:
Raynox HD-5050PRO, 37mm, 0.5x, Super Wide Angle Conversion Lens
http://www.raynox.co.jp/english/video/hd5050pro/index.htm
Yeah!! So that's me lens on the left. Black one looks cooler though but too bad that ain't selling online. Anyways, its all about the video now not just the gears.

Beat that man.. I'll be able to capture almost everything into that tiny screen of mine.
*Fingers crossed*
*Hoping really hard again*
*Please lemme be the coolest kid in town with that gear*
lolx
Alright. Secondly...... Strange.. I've been thinking for the past 2mins and yet not even a single clue on what I wanna say.

Oh ya. Here we go. Quitting me job soon. End of June is THE DAY!!
Yep! I'll be jobless for the next couple of months after that.

Going in full time in videography. First stop, search and train under a sifu, whom I've not found yet.

I'm done. That sure was brain tiring!!
Will update when me gear's here.

Invictus

2010-03-10T11:37:00.005+08:00

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
You are the master of my fate:
You are the captain of my soul.
Invictus - William Ernest Henley(1849–1903)

Rhythm City

2009-10-25T02:21:00.009+08:00

Phew~
So much dust in here, bearly see anything here.
Well..ABDC Season 4 already is over!!

What?!! Another season gone? That's fast..
Wait.. that means another year also passed.
Here's the deal.. This season is a real change! I bet it is for me as for the other ABDC fans.
The winner ain't that to be excited about. Alright.. a little..
They're the FIRST, yeap, I meant FIRST all girls dance crew that was crowned the champion this year.
They're the W.A.H!!
what? wah? Here's what they're called.. We Are Heroes.
Ok ok.. enough about them. They're not that great to be, but 've gotta give them some probs.
They are a tiny winy creative.. Apart from that.. of course, we can't miss out the bboys.
MASSIVE MONKEES!! And my fav crew... Rhythm City!!

Not onlye they were good!! Representing the Bronx (go google it yourself)!!
And of course!! Ashlee Powell!!

Cat Food for Prawns

2009-09-02T00:42:00.006+08:00

Finally I was able to catch District 9 after ages of waiting and left behind. Still am not the last to catch it. It definitely beat Transformers 2 and GI Joe and its as good as the upcoming Final Destination.

Its exploding humans, exploding humans and more exploding humans.
Loved how they start and end the movie, suspense was simply crazy, the climax was the bomb and the end was filled with mystery.

For all you out there who have watch it I reckon its one of the best.

Note: This movie is for 18 and above. Contains vulgar scenes. Not recommend for those with weak hearts and those who puke when they see body parts flying and blood.

Tale of Day

2009-08-03T00:40:00.003+08:00

The morning sun rises as rays of sunshines upon the surface of the earth
warming up the land that was cooled off during the night.

Noon came, and the heat of the sun start to burn wound of the heart

leaving it dry, cracked and aching.

As tempurature continue to rises till the afternoon,

a sip of tea brings a soothing feeling to the aching heart.

The earth continues the cycle and the sun goes down, darkness falls upon the earth once again.

As one gaze upon the night sky, and darkness blinds one from seeing the path leading to one's destination.

One realized the stars and the moon shines so brightly leading and preparing the way.

As the night air blew towards one's face, the cooling air grants peace to the aching heart.

Bon Odori

2009-07-20T00:42:00.004+08:00

Yo~

Yep yep!! Yesterday(Saturday) was it and we have the ultimate road trip of a life time.
After going through different tolls 5 times and we're still on the way to Bon odori in Shah Alam.

Astonishingly, we ended up going for Sakae Sushi in Pyramid!!

Sigh~
I really gotta think of investing on a GPS.

Getting lost with a friend in a Yukata and your friend's mom... AIN'T Cool!!

and I wasn't able to record pretty Japanese girls. *sniff*

Anyway, I'll definitely be ready for next year's event!!

Gahahaha~

Time

2009-06-28T17:21:00.003+08:00

Hey people, remember I said I'd update about my work on the video.
I'm currently undergoing some "changes" in my fam. and gotta temporary stop the video for awhile.
I'm so sorry I couldn't meet the deadline this week.
Do keep my fam in prayers.

Supper

2009-06-23T01:14:00.001+08:00

Durian for supper is wicked!!

Why Love Promo [1]

2009-06-21T22:45:00.008+08:00

Like I said, that I'll keep y'all update on the promo video status.
Man, this is one challenging video.
No storyline, nobody free to brief me about it, and the "exciting" part is..
its gonna start from scratch again.
Best part till now.. I'm racing against time to make a pretty funky promo vid.

Alright to cut the crap. Here are the updates:

The really took ages just to get some of my brain juice pumping for ideas, and the fun part about being creative is.. to not think about it.
I was stressing out at work one day and decided to do some scribbling like I always do, and guess what?
This is what I got!!

Taadaa!! Funky eh!!

Anyway, that was a couple of week ago. Damn and it too me so long just to come up with a funky idea of presenting it.
If you've watched the video I made for ICF May 09 promo.
[You can watch it here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzrlCuGP1zY]
I just can't seem to get that same idea for a camp promo. Its simply to emo-fying.

Anyway, I've finally got my idea 2 weeks ago but you've gotta stay on to find out more about it.
I wanted it to be in an A3 form, but couldn't duplicate the design that I had by pencil anymore.
Wanted to get it digital, but don't know how to do it. The worst part, I suck at designing but the worstest part, I can't get the software to install until last night.

So glad after toying with the computer, I'm finally able to install Adobe Illustrator CS4 bei beh!!

Too me "centuries" just to do the tracing:

And it took me freaking 3 hours to get that from that to this:

WTH man!! Anyway, more coming soon!!

Be the Freshest

2009-06-13T01:47:00.004+08:00

Yo b-boy b-girls out there!! Yeah man!! I've finally got my hands on "The Freshest Kids" video!!
Yeps, its another cool documentary on breaking.
Its about the origins of HipHop, the dance, the arts, the fashion, the culture, the movement from all the Godfathers of HipHop!

People from the bboy world should know the Rock Steady Crew, Mr Wiggles, Mr. Freeze, Crazy Legs, Ken-swift or jojo all the Godfathers of Hiphop!

Big up for them.

Credits go to: "The Freshest Kids" (2002) Director Israel

My Baby

2009-05-31T01:58:00.003+08:00

Remember how i went around talking about getting a "babe" for myself?
Yeah.. after such a long time, I realized I just couldn't decide on which one to get.

Damn you world. Why must you come out with something that doesn't have everything in it.
Blardy money, all you fault.

Its really tough to find one which has what you really want especially when you're in Malaysia.

Furthermore, MiniDV-s are getting out of trend.

When enquire about camcorders from these famous camcorder company, all they can tell you is to refer to their webbies (websites) for product listings.

Sigh~
oh baby!!
oh where can I find you?
oh when can I get you?
oh when can I hold you in my hands so tightly?

oh baby baby baby?
who will you be?
what will you look like?
how slick will you be?
when if fiddle with you, your response.. will it please me?
where will you be, where I can find you?

Breaking Out Baby

2009-05-19T17:20:00.004+08:00

Oh NOoooo~
23rd is this Saturday, and I've not gotten anyone to join me for Breakout.

Man they're so creative. Putting dance and comedy together its just simply too blazing hot.
Any of you out there who's going tell me quick, so I can get my own tickets to go too!!

Candy Love

2009-05-12T19:50:00.005+08:00

Have you every wonder how fascinating biography is, but than again what's even fascinating is candies.

For those who love your gummi bears, here's what a gummi bear hold.

The Love of My Life

2009-05-11T00:42:00.002+08:00

Warning:
The post below contains sexual elements. Kids below 18 please read something else or you can continue reading.

And I thought I've finally found the love of my life.. yet..
Bei-beh!! Why oh why aren't "you" in Malaysia!!

Just by looking at your slick body makes me so "high"!

Oh, your front are so "huge and round"!

With your 3 pretty sensors to capture every wonderful moment I have with you!!

Oh, Bei-beh!! When are "you" coming to me?

Note: What you have seen, is a Panasonic PV-GS400 camcorder.

Señor Kokokgai

2009-04-25T01:16:00.009+08:00

Señor Kokokgai está de vuelta!!
Its been awhile since Planet B-boy!! Can't stop watching.

Its like missing out on your "drug" shot of the day. Here's a quick update on yours truely:

1. Thinking really hard in getting which camcorder. There's just simply too many out there.

[More options = more complexity]

HD or SD? [Sadly, mi comp not powerful enough to edit HD video]

HDD or Mini-DV? [Record time long for HDD.]
Higher spec or higher optical zoom?
[Higher zoom can take really nice long ranged shot. Love long ranged shots but...]

Sony or Cannon? [Simply too much to think about.]

2. Learning how pop my legs. It totally ugly man. I should start capturing videos of me dancing. Haters out there!! Remember to comment when my vid is out eh.

[Will keep y'all posted]

3. Can't wait to help CF shoot the camp promo vid. Portfolio here I come!!

[Hopefully I'll be able to get my "darling" by then!!]

Oh who's the fairest of 'em all?

Planet Bboy

2009-04-13T02:16:00.004+08:00

I've been dying ages to watch this. Finally!! I'm able to watch this today.
Man this is one heck of a documentary on HipHop Culture and the B-boy world.
Peep out there who're doing your thing, you've gotta get your hands on this dvd.
Its massive.

All The Sounds Came From The Mouth

2009-04-11T01:07:00.002+08:00

Big Up for Sholmo and Beardyman!!

Now say good bye to good ol' boombox baby!

Humpty Dance

2009-04-07T01:04:00.005+08:00

Note: Watch this is HQ Version!!

P.s - Blogger should give us longer space for wide screen vid clips.

Need Help

2009-03-31T19:09:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone out there!!
I'm currently planning on a video clip and I need every help/resources I can get and...
I'd like to include as many people as possible.

The title of the video is not confirmed yet but its definitely going to be some massive.
Alright, here goes...
I don't really know how many people or who are out there viewing this blog of mine, but here's what I know you can to help me in making this video happen.

I need as many inputs of questions you can possibly think of.
When I say any questions, I mean any questions.
Although not all the questions will be included, I'll include as many as I can.
You can drop your questions in my comment list on this post or to anywhere you can possibly find me.

And yes! Credits will be given but if you wanna stay anonymous, it still cool.

Notes: Question can be personal, weird, funny, out of this world, serious or anything.

Its decided

2009-03-21T13:15:00.001+08:00

OrangeJuice Officially going HipHop!!
When?
Why?
How?

Questions without an answer it is. You'll just have to wait for awhile before it change.

[150] End of The Road

2009-03-16T23:29:00.004+08:00

Well, here we are.
My 150th (numbered) post. What am I gonna do next?
This has been the question running in my circuits for the past two weeks and am still wonder what would it be.

Anywhoo, regardless of whats coming down here on OrangeJuice, I'm so pumping up this whole page. For the meantime lets just hope the next time you drop by it'll be kokokgai.com or something [I hope].

I've been so caught up in bboying but there's a problem. I'm watching too much and doing to little.
[Man, should have known it earlier]

I've been watching Redbull BC One and still can't get enough of it. For your information, winner of SuperCrew's RonnieBoy one of the few Honoured Winner of Redbull BC One.

"RedbullBCOne, started in the year 2004 in Biel, Switzerland (2004), the battle moved toBerlin, Germany (2005) and Sao Paulo, Brazil (2006). The 2007 Red Bull BC One Battle took place in Johannesburg, South Africa on September 22nd.

Last year, the foremost one-on-one B-Boying contest in the world, the Red Bull BC One went to France!!! In November 2008, the best B-Boys of the world battled it out in the heart of Paris!.
Where is it gonna be this year?"

[Quoted from Redbull BC One's Website]

I hope they'll drop by Malaysia.

Yeps, this'll end my last post.

I'm not dying from terminal illness or something. I wanna do some changes and it'll take some time.

[149] Falling in Love

2009-03-14T00:51:00.003+08:00

Second last post before the new title head's coming out.
Still haven't had a clue what to put after my (numbered) 150th post.

Really makes me doubt now, whether why ever did I enter IT field.
Is it the money? (maybe)

The lifestyle? (with the money maybe)

Or the hectic workload? (hm.. not really)

Or.....

I have no idea.

I'm starting to love sounds. Even the noisy streets of honking and foul language or the sound of server rooms or just simply quietness, there's always a sound or a beat in it.

There's always a groove in my mind that's play.
I wonder,
Why didn't I enter media instead
Anywoo, it ain't too late.

A Big Guy with a small cam...
Or a Small Guy with big cam...

Love loud...

or soft...

It has spark such a interest in me, that I'm feeling all the love around.
Yeah baby!!

Here I come...

[148] Almost There

2009-03-12T01:31:00.006+08:00

Two more post and I'll be reaching my 150th post.

I guess I've posted more than 150, right?

Anywoo, I've decided to take some time to learn Photoshop.

Gotta start working towards my dream baby.
I saw someone's MSN's PM which goes like this:

"Our future depends on our dreams..."
and it goes on
"...So sleep more"

Gonna start designing my blog, and get my hands on my trademark.
Yeah baby!! Kokokgai™

*drooling*

Totally, I'm gonna start copyrighting it. Kokokgai@EverythingDotCom©

'cause today I saw something my eyes almost pop out.

kokokaina! kokokaina?!!
WHAT?

C'mon it sounds weirds. That's just wack man!

[Update]:

I've not shaved for 2weeks now..
haha~
Bunch of hair growing out?
Yea right.. nothing much but tiny "grass".

But soon soon!!

[148] Two Days

2009-03-08T00:24:00.004+08:00

Just two days and so much have already happened.

Before I said anything, I want to make a shout out to Quest Crew!
Yeah~ Congratulations Quest Crew for winning ABDC [America's Best Dance Crew] Season 3

[If they ever somehow stumble into my blog]

I wonder does any know about ABDC around here?
Its so weird when everyone starts asking you what ABDC is.

Anyway, like I said.. So much happened.
Went out with my colleagues for dinner and movie in 1U for the first time on Friday.
Wow.. had weird meal, weird movie, but a great time.

Went to this place called Delicious for dinner.

[My colleague kept calling this place Ms. Read, 'cause its right beside the shop]

Here you go, my lovely Strawberry shake:

I'll show y'all what really made me sick that night. Yucky Mushroom something Speghetti.

I've finally decided to always stick with classical speghetti.

Here's one of the weirdest food that one of my colleague had. The Crab something Speghetti and of everything I saw on the plate was a tiny lil bit of crab meat there, the rest are veges. Man!!

*I think his might taste nicer then mine*

Here's my other colleague's Salmon!! Really yummy!! Kindda regretting that crap I had.

After that was movie time. Went for "Watchmen", sure is 1 of the weirdest movie I've ever watch. Apart from JackAss. Movie's too long and too much stuff in it. Romance, violence, action gore, mystery.. you name it you got it man.

Today celebrated my sister's birthday. Its actually on Monday. Too bad 'cause my dad will be at his factory on that day.

Happee Burpfdey girl!!

Well, this kindda sums up my two days. I've talked to this uncle who's a second hand car dealer. Everybody's laugh about me getting cheap runnable car. How impossible can it be. Been there seen it sat in it. Beat that you people. I'm gonna prove y'all that not all cheap cars are bad!

Hah!

[147] Resistance is Futile!

2009-03-04T00:50:00.002+08:00

Alright!! Resist what?
Here goes..
Resisting the urge to shave hahahaha!!

*I've gotta be mad*
Yeah totally..
*I bet y'all wondering.. "Dude you got hair?"*

Yeah BeiBeh!!

*Mind drifting off to jangut land*

I wonder, I can resist shaving for even cutting it for 2-3weeks?
Hm..... *dot dot dot*
Anywhoo... since its up here, I think I'm able to do it.
Coz everybody knows about it now!! haha~

[146] Wonders of Imagination

2009-02-28T00:27:00.006+08:00

Ah-hah!! I'm finally one of the cool bloggers in town hahaha~
Not famous yet... but soon [I think]

Yeah Bei-Beh!! Since the day I got my hands on my 5megapixels phone, I'm sooooo in love with it.
Not to mention cracked GPS, games, videos in "widescreen" format [man.. c'mon, I ain't kidding], radio, mp3-s and sooo much more..
How cool can that be?

Anyway, with such chun-ti-fied camera on hand there's bound to be some really random shots and great stories to tell. Here's some of 'em.

When ya got LFD [Lazy Friday Disease] here's some stuff you can do.

1. Take picture of your really cool "msn buddy" webcam.

2.Take "nowyouseenowyoudon't" pictures of your Claypot "Rat Noodles" [Lou Shee Fan] you had for lunch.
3. Take a picture of your newly restringed guitar which looked so shiny [had lousy lighting or probably lousy cameraman haha~]

It'll take me ages just to figure out how to take really chun pictures. Of coz, it can't beat a DSLR.

It's a phone for pete's sake!

Tonight is a wonderful night.

[145] A Thousand Miles To Go

2009-02-25T01:16:00.004+08:00

Its 1.16am, kindda late and yet I just suddenly felt the urge to make this post. A quick long 1.

Here goes:
I kindda find myself so blessed to have such good colleagues (team members) who're so caring, and humble with eagerness to learn and a teachable heart.
I drove my colleagues car yesterday [24/02] to site and for the past two day I've been constantly reminding myself not to bang her car. Although my other colleagues were only jokingly saying those stuff, I was still afraid.

Honestly, I've never prayed so much in my life. [Compared to Revo'07]
Since the time, I reach office till the time I got into the car to the time I left the car park... even while I was driving towards KL.

I totally missed two turnings and ended up in Sri Petaling [damn.. crappiest place in KL]
Still praying... finally I reach the site after a couple more wrong turnings. Which I gave thanks for reaching there in 1 piece and spotless!!

Went to up the office still praying 'cause I have absolutely no solution for the problem.
Took me an hour to do the testing.. and ended up no problem at all [crap wasted my time]
Still I gave thanks, and left while praying for journey back to office.

Great, I was so proud at myself for being such a cautious driver until......
Some pretty chinese lady who don't know how to drive, hit my car!!
I freaked out and while I never honk more then 5 times in my life, honked her for a minute or two.
And yeah... I scratched her car. Feeling so guilty, I said to myself to tell her about it.. although i wasn't obvious and serious at all, I felt it was my responsibility to do so.

Now here's why I said I'm so blessed to have my colleagues.
Instead of going balistic about it.. this is the 1st time I see a lady handling these things with ease.. she said it wasn't a big deal, so no fuss over it.
But I was so guilty, I insisted to do something for us.. and in the end she allowed me to treat her meal.

Well... there goes my part of my 5th month's pay gahaha!!
By the way here's an update on me:

Totally!! I've got my new handphone for like two weeks now so proud.. earning my own money and saving up myself..Thank You God for the job!! gahaha

[144] A New Name

2009-02-19T01:47:00.000+08:00

Static-J.Kay will be made official soon!
Stay tune!

[143] Blind and Deaf

2009-02-16T00:27:00.007+08:00

Its been sometime now that I've been on a cruise to nowhere. Don't even know where I'm heading to, or where I'd like to end up yet I'm still looking for a sign or something to know that the road I'm going down is the right path to take.

So many junctions to face. Its so hard to sometimes slow things down or to even speed things up.
Sometimes you're so stucked at the crossroad and each path that lies ahead of you seems so pleasent.

There's times like these that you're so moving so blindly and couldn't even hear a faint voice of guidance.
What should I do?

When should I start?
Who should I talk to?
Why?
How will I be able to do it?

Even the simplest questions can be made so complicated. After all the questioning, I've found the sooting smell" that was able ease my doubtfulness messing my mind.

Psalm 40 [Click on the link]

[142] Tuesdays to Wednesdays

2009-02-11T00:03:00.004+08:00

Man, its great to be back here!
Great News!!
Yeah.. Just like you thought! I've finally got the phone that I wanted! THANK YOU GOD!!

The money earned and saved and still having extras!!
[If you'd like to know which phone I get hehehe IM me on msn]

I'm also praying to get the 1% interest rate for my PTPTN loan payment. *fingers cross*

I'm also so inspired by my mom's teacher who led her to know God and have been so good to me and my family!
I've gotta start stepping up otherwise I'll be left behind others in this race of time.

By the way, I've promise to promote someone's rhythm of life.

I'm still looking for my rhythm though.

Anyway, I've gotta split. I'm still having my swallon throat.
[For those who don't know, I was sick last Thursday and yea.. I've gotta eat antibiotics for that]

Alright, I'm starting the dance groove in church and its starting this Saturday.
Those who like to be part of tha' groove just come this Saturday.
I'm no master but I do have a passion!! Those who already know how'ta dance, dude you've gotta teach us!!

[142] Blocked

2009-02-05T00:51:00.002+08:00

It simply taking forever to come up with something to type.
Just realised I've been having all kind of block, ranging from Blog Block to Nose Block.
What else?
Editor's block, Support engineer block, Anti-virus can't update block... and the list just goes on.

I've also notice I kept on thinking about studying.
What?
Yea.. Just like I said, I'm thinking of studying.
Going back into studying, Yeah.. Studying is so much fun compared to working.
Atleast there's so much lesser problems for me to solve now. Gahahaha!!
After suffering for freaking 3 months being scolded by my manager and the client.
Yea.. that's how bad it is.

But the financial problem is still eating me from the inside.
Gotta break free from this wey.. I'm gonna send my info to Integricity Visuals once I get my phone this weekend.
Yepps.. I've decided which phone to get.
I'm not telling which 1 yet, stay tune and thou shall know.

I'm also thinking about going to study Broadcasting yet I'm still worrying about the money and my PTPTN loan to pay up.

Anyway, lets see where these takes me.

[141] Another day

2009-01-30T21:25:00.008+08:00

Counting down...2more days and its the 2nd month of 2009!
Wow!! Can't wait till end of the year.
I've a question. I wonder whether is anybody reading these?

Anyway, since I've decided not to put a tracker, I'd rather not complain.
2more day till I start accomplishing my first goal of the year!
Bwahah!! To grow a goatee or a beard or simply just some facial hair!!
I wonder how I would look.
The last time I didn't shave for 2-3 months and was just staying at home apart from going out on Fridays, I totally looked like some beggar who haven't bathe for like a year!

Just a short update.
I'm getting myself a new handphone in 2 days time. Still thinking whether to get a Sony Ericsson C702 or C902. Most probably C902, but im still so uncertain whether it worth my money or not.

If y'all out there got any advice or something, Hey comment on this post or drop it in my Scream Box eh!

I'm also gonna do something out of my mind next week. I'm gonna send my info to Integricity Visuals. They've some really cool videographers, editors, and photographers there. and I do mean REAlly COOL!
I've seen some of their stuff. Loved it. Yet don't know whether its God's plan for me to go into videography or not. I don't really like the job I'm doing now.
Lousy laptops they giving me. Although I'd still say the experience is priceless and the people there are quite friendly (some that includs my team of cost!! Love ya guys!) but I'm pretty must working shit.

Don't know whether its a good thing or bad, but what I know is.. that I'm not gonna stay there for long.

Alright, its Friday nights. My time of the week!! Back to some movies!!

ciao~

[140] Wow Whee Jiggly Ding

2009-01-26T03:01:00.002+08:00

Hey Everyone!!
It's Chinese New Year again!! Another new year for everybody again!!
Wanna wish everyone an superb Chinese New Year of the Moo Moos!!

Man, this the first time I spent my new year eve with a good friend of mind playing Warcraft3 and had a great mamak session!

Enjoy yerself people.. when you come back with all yer ang pao-s remember to treat me eh!!

[139] To Write Love on Her Arms

2009-01-15T23:58:00.010+08:00

To Write Love on Her Arms [TWLOHA] is an American non-profit organization which aims to present hope and find help for people struggling with problems such as depression, drug addiction, self-injury, and suicide. Based in Central Florida, TWLOHA seeks to connect people to treatment centers, websites, books, support groups, and other resources. TWLOHA also encourages people to have honest conversations about these issues, to live in community, and to seek help for these treatable conditions.

I'm so touched by the Renee Yohe's story.
Sometimes its just the tiny little details that we missed out in life that will greatly change in the life of others.

Hope y'all out there are touch by her story!
Stay cool Renee!

[Post 137] Where Am I?

2009-01-13T00:23:00.002+08:00

I am..

Neither here nor there,

Neither up nor down,

Neither left nor right,

Not straight or crooked,

Not vertical or horizontal,

Not right or wrong,

Will it be this or that?

Will it be fast or slow?

Will it be done sitting or stand?

Crawling or lying down?

Saving or spending?

Running or walking?

Who will it be?

Where will it be?

What will it be?

Which will it be?

When will it be?

How will it be?

The questions running through my mind... who will it be the one who will answer them all?

[Post 136] It is Here

2009-01-10T21:09:00.002+08:00

Whoohoo!! Youth'09 is here.
I mean since yesterday!! So exciting, two best workshop and performance of the day,

Locking workshop and yo-yo performance spectecular!!

Alright sleepy now. Nights!

[Post 135] A New Year

2009-01-02T01:50:00.003+08:00

Great!! Its finally January.. and I did almost nothing but sleeping on the first day of 2009.
and did almost nothing but sitting infront of my lappie searching for info on videography.

Anyway, its the 2nd day of 2009 now. Below are some stuff that caught my attention during my search. J

The 5 Don'ts When You Sleep

1. DON’T SLEEP WITH WATCH

Watches can emit a certain level of radioactivity. Though small, but if you wear your watch to bed for a long time, it might have adverse effects on your health.

2. DON’T SLEEP WITH PHONE
Putting the phone beside your bed or anywhere near you is not encouraged. Though some of us will use phones as alarm clocks, but please put the phone as far as possible. Scientists have proved that electrical items including mobile phone and television sets emit magnetic waves when used. These waves can cause disruptions to our nervous system. Therefore if you need to
put your mobile phone near you, switch it off first.

3. DON’T SLEEP WITH MAKE UP

People who sleep with makeup might have skin problems in the long run. Sleeping with makeup will cause the skin to have difficulty in breathing and problem in perspiring. You will also need a much longer time to go into deep sleep.

4. DON’T SLEEP WITH BRA

Scientists in America have discovered those that wear bras for more than 12 hours have a higher risk of getting breast cancer. So go to bed without it.

5. DON’T SLEEP WITH OTHERS’ SPOUSE

You may never wake up again.

Hope y'all have a Blessed New 2009!!

[Post 134] A Figment of Your Imagination 2

2008-12-31T00:41:00.008+08:00

Today:

Didn't went to office today. So cool!! But still gotta work.
Did not expect such a environment today, everyone seems so nice. I wonder is it due to the end of the year thingy.
Anywoo, today was absolutely fun.
Had my favorite Kin Kin Pan Mee in KL, went around in Pyramid with KC, and had Wendy's for the first time.

There you go!! Although Subway is still better... yet no doubt this is worth trying. 'Cause this burger here, its awfully filling.

The real deal:

As for the real post.

Is it going to be just a figment of mine imagination?
Will I be able to reach my dream?

I'm one step closer to it. Even by achieving a fragment, or a tiny piece, it does gives me a sense of satisfaction that I'm moving to it.

Seriously, many people to think I'm crazy. Tell you what, lets see whether I am or not.
*Big Grin*

2009 Goal:

1. Get a Vid. Cam.
2. Get a car.
3. Must work till September.
4. Grow a beard.

5. Start developing my port folio.
6. Learn 3D.

7. Start finding for a girlfriend. (this I still wonder, God is this your will?)
8. In conjunction of no.6 start planning to get married in 5 years time. (I'll be ^^")
9. Start planning and saving up to go to U.S in 3 years time and Aussie in 4 years time or either way.

10. Pay more attention in achieving goal 1-6.

I'm Done!! 1 more day till 2009 people!!
*Toodles*

[Post 133] Its Time to Dream

2008-12-30T00:06:00.008+08:00

If you can believe it and conceive it, you can achieve it.
[Saw it in America's Best Dance Crew, JabbawockeeZ Section]

Wow!! Just a few hours ago after complaining 'bout me job, I was totally inspired by two movies!! Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium & August Rush!! Absolutely cool and touching too.

Its on my recommendation list. A MUST watch movie. Alright, its working day tomorrow. Bed time!

[Post 132]I Have A Dream

2008-12-28T01:01:00.002+08:00

I have a dream!!
What do you get when you cross music, hiphop, and videography?

A Totally awesome music, hiphop video!!

[Post 131] 19 Days

2008-12-21T20:18:00.003+08:00

Wow whee!! Another 19 days till Youth'09!
Have you received your free passes?

[Just click on my pass to get your own pass today]

Yea!! that's mine pass!! Ain't it simply just cool!!
Youth '09 is held:
on the: 9 - 11 January 2009
in: Putra World Trade Center [PTWC]
from: 10.30am - 9.30pm

There'll be soo much happening there. So many activities ranging from all kinds for everyone!
For more info, do drop by http://youthmalaysia.com/youth09/.

Attention dancers out there,
there'll be an extreme street dance competition going on there, do sign up for it. Winner of the competition will get RM2,000 in prize!! So cool!!
You can sign up for the competition here:
http://youthmalaysia.com/youth09/esdc.php#

[Post 130] Beautiful & Magnificient

2008-12-10T23:39:00.006+08:00

The two things in the world that is so magnificent and gorgeous are the eyes and the stars filled night sky with the moonlight shining so brightly.

The eyes are created in such a way, that it is so uniquely different from people to people. The shape, colour and the lids are so special, that it tells about the person. From the eyes, you can tell how's the person is feeling.

Its so amazing that by just looking at one's eye you're able to connect with the person.
[metaphor]

And that's one thing I can't even comprehen. I've always wonder whether is it normal to feel weird looking into a person's eye and talk. I don't even know whether its even normal to feel nervous looking into someone's eye and talk. Doesn't matter if it's someone special or someone close or just someone, to me they're all the same.

The one thing I'd always pray for is to find that special someone, whom I'll be able to look her in the eyes and love her all my life.

[Corny, but hey a man gotta be uncool sometimes]

Always loved the night skies filled with stars. With the moon shining so brightly, and night breezing blowing in your face.

[If you're in Subang, take the MiniBus to experience them both]

Dancing under 'em, it just gives you a very calming and pleasing feeling.

You just feel so light and free, moving around under the night sky.

Sooo nice~

Anywhoo, yeah!! yo!!

I've just done something I've never done before, by experessing my mind tonight.

Here as usual, I'll present you something sooo cool!! Look at them how they control their body:

and this:

[Post 129] Short and Simple

2008-12-08T23:00:00.003+08:00

Finally back from 3days 2nights family camp in Bayu Beach, PD.

Wasn't that great though. Kept on raining there.

Got so restless being stucked in, we went to the beach and play despite of the drizzle.

Loved these people who've been there with me, hahah otherwise I'd be bored to death!!

[Damn! I look freaking old wey!!]

Took tons of videos. Ah tan thanks for loaning me your vid. cam~

It rocks!!
Will be uploading some vids after I retrieved 'em!!

[Post 128]

2008-11-30T01:12:00.003+08:00

The last thing I knew was its the end of November.
Time sure do pass in a blink of an eye.
I wonder how's everybody doing...

Work have been absolutely crazy, and guess what office is moving to Damansara.

Dang.. now I've gotta switch 3 buses before reaching office.
So much thing to do so lil time to do..

Anywoo!! Without further delay...
I've got something soooooo cool... that I'll blow your mind away!!
You guys know the "Chicken Dance". Well, it's like one of the oldest dance on earth!!
Yea, totally!! I know you're think: "WHAT?? Oldest dance?? You've gotta be kidding me!"
I know, I know. I was shocked too.

Anyway, here's something even cooler!! Its the evolution of the "Chicken Dance" after all these years, it ends up to this.

Here you go:

[Post 127] Weird Yesterday

2008-11-13T15:26:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile, since the last time I was here!!
Had the weirdest yesterday of my life (for now)

First time in my life, I've experienced that plans made was accomplish smoothly.
There's definitely some minor glitches, but never so smoothly before.
(definitely God man.)

First time in my life, never had I ever experience the funniest thing someone can ever do to you.
Which is wishing you your birthday when its not even your birthday yet. Hahaha!!
So funny.
People was like wishing me, and I was like.. er.. My birthday isn't today.
Gahahaha!! Don't know which felle thought it was funny to do so.. anyway it was fun!!
Thanks Guys!!
Y'all are early!

I've not been dancing very frequently nowadays. Too tired after a day's work, but I've been working up well and able to do my hand stand for around 3-5sec stably.
COOL!!

Here's something I'd like to share with y'all. A very EASY, GOOD, and TIME SAVING workout that will gurantee you a great body shape.

[Post 126] Bum bum bumm

2008-11-03T23:41:00.003+08:00

November is here!!

Yesh!! The best month of the year.. yet not so great..

NO HOLIDAYS!!

Say whattt?!!

I'm Lov'in it!!

[Post 125] Hip Hop Baby

2008-10-28T23:18:00.007+08:00

Learning's a never ending process that one will have-ta go through everyday.

[quoted by Oh-Great-Sensei-Kokokgai]

Its been exactly 14days since I last posted something. Here's a lil update about mua. [just a lil]

1. Loving my hapy facebook moments.
2. Just realised KL and its people are kindda ulu

Here's an elaboration why. If you walk down KL Sentral to the Monorail station, there you'll see the dumbest people you'll ever meet (okie I've exaggerated), but hey I'm serious.
There's this pedestrian crossing where you've gotta press this button and the green light for pedestrian will light up. Well, down there out of almost 20-30people only 1 will press the button.
People there are so lazy to even press the button and risk their lives everybody crossing that busy road. And here's a concern, how bout those blind. You know KL Sentral have tons of these people.

I saw this blind guy one day after work, he was standing there for almost 1/2 hour just to cross that road. Finally this kind guy, pressed the button. Yet this dumb button is not much of a big help either. It turns red so quick. Aihz.. what ever happened to KL is just a couple of years.

Sorry, I've gotta voice my frustration. Never know some DBKL guys might just bumpped into my tiny lil orange bloggy.

3. Like my title.. Hip Hop Baby!! The fire for illusion of dance burning up in me.

And like I've mention before, I'd post stuff on dance eh kekek...
Here ya go.. something that I've never able to master for soooo long haha..

And I'll end with some words of wisdom.
Happy Facebooking!!

[Quoted by Oh-Great-Sensei-Kokokgai]

[Post 124] Undependency

2008-10-14T22:26:00.007+08:00

Ish stupid people!!
Okay... Dah cukup lepas geram atas orang bodoh 'tu.

Haha.. yea.. that was me letting go my frustration. No point being so worked up by small little things.
Its been awhile, since my lovely rendang post. mMmm!! Yummy rendang, and guess what I have rendang sauce without knowing that I added it into my rice. How cool!!

There's just simply too much good things to share, and I just don't know where to start from.
To keep it short.
This is my 4th week working in NGC, and the craziest thing that is going to happen to me is....
I'm gonna have to do lots of support work for the next two weeks.
'Cause my colleague's going to Pakistan!!
[I can't wait for my turn to go overseas... whoopee!!]

Imagine me going to Bangladesh, Vietnam, Jakata, and the list goes on.
[I think that's it but...whatever la... let the list goes on]

*sighs*
I just had a sudden urge of getting a new shoe. Something really cool, yet have a style of my own.
Gotta snip and trim my hair a little, it looks like bush now.
Need to get a new pair of jeans, yea baggy ones, dying to find one. My own tropicana's all torn up, but still look cool when I wear them on. Probably its due to the baggy-ness. Haha!

[Post 123] Rendang

2008-10-04T22:34:00.011+08:00

Hari Raya all my muslim friends out there!!
Ain't much of a biggy to me though, ha-ha! Didn't really went to any open house is probably what made it a norm for me. But this year, its kindda different. Why, you may ask.
Its probably 'cause my dad brought back a small tub of rendang beef!!
Wow!! Awesome!!
I've never really tried beef rendang before. and its really really good!! Think about the fried coconut and the beef!!
*Owh crap, mouth watering like mad, and I'm still super hungry from 2 pieces of roti kosong for dinner just now*

Anyway, its been a while since I last post something about dance. Today I'm gonna post something out of my genre!! Hahah!! Guess what?

Its a recipe, and I think y'all know whats it gonna be!!

SERVES 6 (change servings and units)
Ingredients

· 1 kg beef, cut into small pcs

· 1-2 cup water

· 4 tablespoons curry powder

· 1 tablespoon turmeric powder

· 1 large onion, pounded

· 2 lemongrass, crushed

· 3 cm ginger, pounded

· 3 cm galangal, pounded

· 4 tablespoons chili paste

· 5 small hot pepper

· 4 tablespoons coconut paste or desiccated coconut

· 1 cup coconut milk

· 3 leaves kaffir lime

· 1 leaf turmeric (optional)

· 1 cinnamon stick

· star anise

· 2 tablespoons tamarind juice

· salt

· sugar

Directions
Mix beef, pounded ingredients, curry powder, turmeric powder, lemon grass, chilli paste, water, cinnamon stick, star anise, in a deep cooking pan.

Cover and cook for 30 min or till beef tender.

Add tamarind juice, coconut milk, kaffir lime leaves, coconut paste, salt and paper to taste and cook for 15 min or till sauce thick.

Serve hot over white rice, white bread or glutinous rice.
(In courtesy of Ms. Ida Ku Zaifah from http://www.recipezaar.com/154536)

Okay!! There you go!! The recipe for Beef Rendang.

I have totally no clue how this taste like but I bet its really good 'cause of the comments.
Anywho, I'll be resuming my status on dance real soon. I think as soon as I try out some cheorography to a song and video it, kekeke!!

[Post 122] A Happy Day

2008-09-30T00:23:00.006+08:00

Another day has passed, and another day closer to raya holidays!! Whee!! Malaysia is soOoo good (only when it comes to holidays).

Anyway, nothing much to post today, just a video clip I've found on youtube which is so cool!!

Ikea's advertisment can never get any better than this!!

[Post 121] What Happened

2008-09-28T00:00:00.004+08:00

Hoho!!
I am back... from church!! Practiced till real late today... first time we've ever practiced till 11pm.
Crazy!!
The skin on my fingers are literally coming off!! Anywoo.. yea, we still had fun!!

Alright, I know I'm one day late to tell y'all about what happened the yesterday (Friday, 26/09/08).
Yeah, my colleague and I went to the client site to fix their problem. They're using out soft phone product, Trevally. In any case you havent' had a since clue on what a soft phone is... to help you understand without me explaining too much..
Its like Skype. What?
Yea, its a software that you can use it to make phone calls, either within your office or when outside, like mobile phone, and even overseas.
Its call IP phone, in other word. Meaning your using your internet line to make phone calls.

Wow!! cool right?

Not really, IP phone calls still can't beat analog phone calls.
(just in case, analog phone call are calls made through the conventional/normal phone line.)
Why you say?
Its the voice quality, its not so very good compared to the conventional way.

Anywoo, yea. Let me continue my day.
Yeap, we went over to the client's place in Jalan Ipoh. I don't even have a slightest idea where's it. Yea, we were joking about being scolded and stuff like that on our way there, and it was until when we were actually there. We were like, I think we are going to get scolded. Haha!!
But, thank God it was lunch hour.. no one was going to be in the office.

Oya, I haven't mention why were we going there. We're suppose to install something called ECC (Echo Cancellation Card). Its like sometimes when you speak on the phone you hear you own echo.
Yea, its something to cancel the echo/in other words to reduce echo on our product.
So yea, we were there. I just watch Allen (My joker-yet-pro colleague) and help him a little. Took us around an hour to fix the thing due to some of their (the client's) messy cables.

And finaly its testing time. Totally rox!! It was my first time using my company's product, even though I have the software on my laptop (given by my company, cool right). The testing was the best part, it was super clear when we made calls. And we started making some free calls to our boss to test on him, and made calls to my colleagues phone and he asked me to test. SO COOL!!

Yeap, the experience was really really fun. As well as getting to know my colleague a lil better..
Wow!! And my day got better, was able to learn from on of the sifu in the office, and the best part was... he was learning from me while I'm learning from him!!
lolx!!

So basically, that was my Friday!! and also the day to end my first week working!!
Next week, I'll be having holidays from Wednesday all the way to Sunday!! Cool man!!

ciao~~

[Post 120] When The End Comes

2008-09-26T00:52:00.004+08:00

What is life?
What is the meaning of life?
Does it have a purpose?

Tomorrow.. what is tomorrow?
Will tomorrow come?
What will happen if tomorrow come?

Life is so frigile... it comes and it goes... Just like the wind...
and how bout tomorrow?
How certain are we that tomorrow will ever come?

Its been four days since I've started work in NGC (in Plaza Sentral)

Had so much fun there since the time I got there.. learned so much.. and more are yet to come..
and just in that four days.. so much had happened..
there is the joy of me getting a first job.. meeting new people.. learning new things..
there is also the sorrow that I've felt losing someone dear..

**to y'all readers out there.. in my last post I mention my buddy Zhanwei's dad was not doing good... Yea.. His dad pass away yesterday morning (24/09/08--6.15am)**

I've never felt that hurt before... I don't exactly know how to why do I feel that way... He's not my dad, but I somehow just felt the pain in losing someone dear, especially that sudden.

It was only on Saturday ZW asked me out for brunch and mention that his dad went to the hospital to confirm the diagnos of denggue.

I've got nothing much to say, this post is a special tribute to Uncle See (ZW's dad)!!

and as usual, I still have my humorous side:
Here to enlighten y'all 'bout myself.

For the past four days, I've been going to the office to "work". Actually not. I didn't consider that work, 'cause I've only been online, chatting, facebook-ing, elven blood-ing, mob war-ing, and surfing the net.
Okay, I did learn about Unix, Linux, shell, server, remote, installation of CentOS, and databases.
Thanks to my good leader/colleague, Wee (they call him Wee so that's what I'll call him) for teaching me and guiding me.
Today (Thursday, 25/09/08), another colleague of mind, Allen. He asked:
"Hey, Joshua, tomorrow (which is today) you want to follow me to the site (the client's place) or not?"
I was like heck why not, I've been dying to get off my seat in the office and get my hands "dirty".

So I said:
"Yea, sure!!"

and this was what he said:
"Okie..."
*a short pause*
"Haha.. want to show you how I get scolding... all you need to do is just stand there..."

*My other colleague, Shawnae, was like.. Aiyo!! Allen!! why you teaching him wrong stuff..*
But anywhoo.. I think it'll be fun..!!

P.S -- Will keep y'all posted on what will happpen haha!!

[Post 119] Something New

2008-09-22T23:55:00.005+08:00

Wow!! First day of work was totally cool.. people at my work place are so friendly and pro!!
Man.. I just cant wait 'till I get more work!!
and today is such a wonderful day..

I've been saying this to so many people.. and I guess if I ever slack they'll start nagging me..
like I said.. through out of the whole process since my withdrawal from APIIT.. I've started to depend God more and more.. and God has been guiding me each and every step and opening new unknown paths for me.. which is totally cool!!

I didn't do really well in my interview, and that time I wrote on the application the expectation for my pay.
Since I don't have neither the knowledge nor experience in working, the interviewer said to be giving me lesser, which is still fine with me 'cause I'm still getting as much as I should get.
Today, he came up to me and said.. "Joshua, we have revised your pay..."
I was like (in my thoughts)
"owh man, my pay's gonna drop?!"
and the interviewer said "We'll be giving you like you've written on you application."

WOW!! Yeah, totally!! That's what I'm talking about man!!
Yep yep!! t'was my day!!
and now lemme introduce to y'all someone new.. and totally totally totally cool!!

Robert Muraine

He's like one of the coolest popper I've ever seen, apart from Nam Hyun Joon!
This guy here.. have his own style of popping bring it to a whole new level!!
Awesome man!!

Alright be I leave.. Just wanna do a shout out to two person!!
To Christine Wong!! Happee Burfdey Girl!!

and to my pal
Zhan Wei!! Don't worry yo!! God said He'll not leave nor forsake us.. keep the faith brother!!
**just to let y'all know.. zw's dad was diagnose with denggi.. and now he's in SJMC and it was just know I've gotta know he's dad's brain wasn't functioning properly and his internal organs ain't doing so good..**
So Y'all out there who're reading this.. please do pray for Uncle See.. and that God's glory will be reveal!!

[Post 118] Crazy Little Thing Called Love

2008-09-21T23:25:00.009+08:00

love
• noun 1 an intense feeling of deep affection. 2 a deep romantic or sexual attachment to someone. 3 a great interest and pleasure in something. 4 a person or thing that one loves. 5 (in tennis, squash, etc.) a score of zero. apparently from the phrase play for love (i.e. the love of the game, not for money).

• verb 1 feel love for. 2 like very much. 3 loving showing love or great care.

Totally Cool!! If you guys out there missed this, you've gotta catch them in November in KLPac!

Here's the link to their site:

http://www.footstoolplayers.com/current.htm

Tomorrow (22/09/08) will be officially my first day of work!! Wow!!
I know... I'm so gonna do my best in proving myself that I can improve.
So much stuff is going through my head right now.. like..
"Man.. what will I do with my first pay.. what shall I get myself 1st"

"Should I start paying back my loan now"
or
"Will I find the lady of my life?"
or...
So much to think.. and all I need to do now is.. just shut my eyes.. shut my brain.. and sleep..
I mean.. not shut my brain or not I'll just die before working..

Alright... do pray for me!! haha.. and whee!!

[Post 117] Two choices

2008-09-14T15:51:00.004+08:00

You have two choices

Jerry is the manager of a restaurant. He is always in a good mood.
When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would always reply:
'If I were any better, I would be twins!'

Many of the waiters at his restaurant quit their jobs when he changed jobs, so they could follow him around from restaurant to restaurant.
Why？

If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was always there, telling him how to look on the positive side of the situation.

Because Jerry was a natural motivator.

Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him：
'I don't get it! No one can be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?'

Jerry replied, 'Each morning I wake up and say to myself, I have two choices today. I can choose to be in a good mood or I can choose to be in a bad mood.

I always choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be victim or I can choose to learn from it. I always choose to learn from it.

Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I always choose the positive side of life.'

'But it's not always that easy,' I protested.

'Yes it is,' Jerry said.

'Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk every situation is a choice.

You choose how you react to situations.
You choose how people will affect your mood.
You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood.
It's your choice how you live your life.'

Several years later,

I heard that Jerry accidentally did something you are never supposed to do in the restaurant business. He left the back door of his restaurant open

And then in the morning, he was robbed by three armed men.

While Jerry trying to open the safe box, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination.
The robbers panicked and shot him.

Luckily, Jerry was found quickly and rushed to the hospital.

After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body.…

I saw Jerry about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he replied, 'If I were any better, I'd be twins. Want to see my scars?'

I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place.
'The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door,' Jerry replied.

'Then, after they shot me, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or could choose to die.
I chose to live.'

Jerry continued, 'The paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the Emergency Room and I saw the expression on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared.

In their eyes, I read 'He's a dead man'. I knew I needed to take action.'

'What did you do?' I asked.

'Well, there was a big nurse shouting questions at me,' said Jerry.
'She asked if I was allergic to anything.'

'Yes,' to bullets, I replied.

Over their laughter, I told them: 'I am choosing to live. Please operate on me as if I am alive, not dead.'

'Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude. I learned from him that every day you have the choice to either enjoy your life or to hate it.

The only thing that is truly yours - that no one can control or take from you – is your attitude, so if you can take care of that, everything else in life becomes much easier.

P.s Wanna thanks David for sending this!!

[Post 116] Dr Phil's Test:

2008-09-12T23:56:00.005+08:00

Here you go. Try this! I'm a 40

Below is Dr Phil's test . (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out!

Read on, this is very interesting!

Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends.

The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who Sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer.

Answers are for who you are now....... not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human RelationsDept.. at many of the major corporations today .
It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees.. It's only 10 Simple questions, so...grab a pencil and paper,
keeping track of your letter answers to each question.

Make sure to change the subject of the e-mail to read YOUR total. When you are finished, forward this to friends/family, and also send it to the person who sent this to you. Make sure to put YOUR
score in the subject box.

Ready??

Begin...

1. When do you feel your best?
a) in the morning
b) during the afternoon & and early evening
c) late at night

2. You usually walk. .
a) fairly fast, with long steps
b) fairly fast, with little steps
c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face
d) less fast, head down
e) very slowly

3. When talking to people you..
a) stand with your arms folded
b) have your hands clasped
c) have one or both your hands on your hips
d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking
e) play with your ear, ! touch your chin, or smooth your hair

4. When relaxing, you sit with...
a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
b) your legs crossed
c) your legs stretched out or straight
d) one leg curled under you

5. When something really amuses you, you react with....
a) big appreciated laugh
b) a laugh, but not a loud one
c) a quiet chuckle
d) a sheepish smile

6. When you go to a party or social gathering you..
a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
b) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know
c) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed

7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted.......
a) welcome the break
b) feel extremely irritated
c) vary between these two extremes

8. Which of the following colors do you like most?
a) Red or orange
b) black
c) yellow or light blue
d) green
e) dark blue or purple
f) white
g) brown or gray

9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep you are..
a) stretched out on your back
b) stretched out face down on your stomach
c) on your side, slightly curled
d) with your head on one arm
e) with your head under the covers

10. You often dream that you are...
a) falling
b) fighting or struggling
c) searching for something or somebody
d) flying or floating
e) you usually have dreamless sleep
f) your dreams are always pleasant

POINTS:
1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6
2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1
3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6
4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1
5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2
6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2
7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4
8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1
9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1
10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1

Now add up the total number of points.

OVER 60 POINTS : Others see you as someone they should 'handle with care.' You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant.. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like
you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.

51 TO 60 POINTS : Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and
adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company
because of the excitement! you radiate.

41 TO 50 POINTS: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

31 TO 40 POINTS: Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone
who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust In your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

21 TO 30 POINTS: Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It would! really surprise them if you ever did something
impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature.

UNDER 21 POINTS: People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the decisions & who doesn't want to get involved with
anyone or anything! They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. So me people think you're boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't.

P.s Remember to post ur score in the comment eh!! kekeke!!

[115] A Need of Change

2008-09-10T11:07:00.009+08:00

I've finally decided to withdraw from my course and get a job.

Here're some thought that totally cranked me up the whole day (Yesterday).
- is it worth the traveling (3hours/trip, 6hours two ways, 1/4time of my day gone)

- how do I make it for 8am classes?

- staying there? (expensive! I save up around 300-400bucks traveling)
- I wonder how would I cope knowing I might not even able to continue my 2nd semester due to finances.

- should I do parttime course while work?
- where will my job be?
- after finishing work will I be able to make it to APIIT in time?
- or should I work first?
- then only continue my degree?

I finally make a conclusion and with the peace of God, and some wise insight from my mom, I've decided to withdraw and work first. This means I havta get a job real quick. I'm not gonna mind about the pay anymore, I need the experience.

Anywoo yea.. like the title says.. "A Need of Change".. I'm finally gonna change my post mostly on my interest!
Yea!! Bboy-ing which I'm learning from a "Sifu" (the master of all skills and talents)

and you know who's "it"!!
Yep Yep.. its..
*drum rolls*

www.youtube.com

man, its gonna be a sport I'll never get bored of.

To keep you posted on the moves I've learned and cool move I'm gonna learn!!
Adios!

[Post 114] STRESS

2008-09-07T23:53:00.003+08:00

STRESS-nya!!
Can play no more.. "Ketiak" (APIIT)
Totally sucks la.. Probably I haven't got to know anyone cool yet..
aihz..

Gotta travel 3hours from Subang to TPM (Technology Park Malaysia) by public transport!
I've gotta be crazy..
Why not stay there?
Itz freaking expensive..

Why not drive there? Its only around 20-45min right?
Well, soon it'll be, soon...

Why so stress?
I don't know.. since the moment I stepped into APIIT for my orientation, already felt the stress level hitting warning level.

How was orientation?
One word... SUCKS!!

well, that almost conclude 1st day in APIIT or let me change the term..
its UCTI (Asia Pasific University College of Technology & Innovation)
its different from APIIT, APIIT is just an Insitute while UCTI is an University College..
which many people misunderstand.. and.. worst of all..
this two places or I'll say two things.. are actually at the same place..
they provide different courses though..

DANG!... and Ian made me so paranoid thinking that I've went to the wrong uni..

[Post 113] The Time Has Come

2008-09-03T23:11:00.004+08:00

Whee hoo!!
Just a couple more hours till me no more a bummer!!
Freaking nervous right now.. I can't even sleep dang..
and I've gotta wake up like 7am..
WHAT THE HECK?!!
Orientation is only 10am can sleep somemore..
Crap.. Traveling's gonna take up almost 3hours..
Yeee har!! "Ketiak" (APIIT) here i come!!

[Post 112] One One Two

2008-09-01T01:10:00.003+08:00

The time is now!!
I just less than a hundred hours, I'm no longer a free person!!
Gahhhh~~

Getting all the mixed feelings 'bout getting back into campus lifestyle..
Still don't know whether to travel there or stay there..
Haha.. wonder whether I'm able to convince my parents to get me a Kancil to travel around..
Hey.. its only 20-45mins from my house to APIIT by driving..
so why travel for 2hours everyday..

Haha.. no money what to do?

To all those who've went off.. miss ya loads!!
Those around.. hope to catch up with y'all!!
Ciao~
To adulthood!!

[Post 111] Jabbawockeez

2008-08-21T01:25:00.005+08:00

Thought of the day:
A figment of your imagination.

Ever wonder where there's a time while walking through life,
that was so tough, and you so wanna complain,
and even so you've got no one to complain to?

That's how life is, yo!!

A quick update on me:
I'm starting class soon, in 2weeks time. Man, its like going back to school.
Having these mixed feelings already.

Currently kindda struggling whether to stay there or to travel, it'll be freaking tough for me either way.
Wanna save money for me parents, at the meantime have to pay off by the time consumed in traveling.

[What the heck?? 2-3hours to travel from here to Bukit Jalil by public transport you've gotta be kidding me! And guess what... its only 1 way.. if both ways it'll be freaking 6 hours.. I'll be wasting a quarter of my day]

Yea..its gonna be crazy... Oh, by the way..
I was suppose to apply for PTPTN for my degree... and guess what...
Lady Luck was just wasn't on my side... I can't apply PTPTN for my degree 'cause I'm a freaking diploma student!!
Man what the HECK again?!!

Anywhoo.. yep yep.. that's a lil insight of me..
Can't wait for my video of Jabbawockeez to be downloaded..

Well.. There you go.. Jabbawockeez [America's Best Dance Crew]

Shout Out: Happee Burfdey again to my really goood, old friend, and royalty Kelly Chua!!

[Post 110] A Different Perspective

2008-08-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

I strongly apologize for the comments I made toward my mom.
Emotions can just carry you away from the truth.

ANYWAY! Let's get back to Today's Original Post!
I've decided to include something new into every post other than the normal thoughts.

Thoughts of the day:
" Even though life can be a very long,
hard, stressful and never-ending journey,
never lose hope in what you want the most."
Author Unknown --- Submitted by M.M. --- South Africa

Tonight's sky:
Nothing much in the sky compared to yesterday's except the cresent hanging in the sky.
No stars just the moon.

Alright!!
Nothing much, didn't actually went room hunting but
went to Oasis after my mom said she needs the car.

Was all alone there, reading and suddenly,
the lights went off..
actually got freaked out.. haha..
*crap I'm such a scaredy cat*

Hitam came in around 2.30pm was suppose to go makan..
but than he wanted to send Kecik (Amy) and Swee Vien to the KTM.
Haha..
*Aiyo Kecik why la sick.. get well soon! (Then can bully u again. rofl)*

Went to pasar for cheap good food plus "Lin Chi Kang".
Really good man!!
Rm3.50 for my veggie+fried chicken+rice+lots of sauce+LinChiKang
Not bad right?? (So people go for cheap good food!! Only in Pasar!!)

Hitam couldn't finish his food, saying enviromental problem. XD
He can't tahan the cats around him.. somemore giving excuses like
the place is dirty and stuff liddat haha...
I bet Murni and Williams are far more "dirt-ier" compared to pasar here hahah..

After that, went back to Oasis to stone again.. somehow was able to
cheat Raymond that we're alread back there while we're walking back. Hohoho!
So.. yeap.. that was almost my whole day..

So came dinner.. didn't eat.. no appetite.. After that went to Inti for while..
and decided to come back home.. took me an hour though..
Bugger RapidKL.. suddenly stopped at KTM saying
"U mana pergi?? Saya ni 'dah 'abis shift.. u jalan ke Carrefour sana tunggu bas pergi USJ"
What the heck?!

Anyway, I got home safely!!
That's all.. gonna make myself a good Maggie or Har mee or whatever instand noodles I can find-lah!! ahha

[Post 109] Mom are such liars

2008-08-05T10:44:00.000+08:00

Can't believed it!!
She's such a two sided "story-teller"!!
Damn..!! W'ssup with that man..
She said Yes, she said No, and she said I Don't Know,
After that all she can tell me is... sorry, I can't find a valid reason to tell you.

What the hell. If she said No, I'd have understand even a little.
But Hell!! she said I can't find a valid reason to tell you now.
What a screw up statement, even a 3 year old kid would get pissed with that nonsense!!
F(Blank)ing Screw up my day!!

[Post 108] Depression

2008-07-31T19:37:00.000+08:00

No thoughts of the day for today.

Its been awhile since I've been feeling depressed..
Whoa... Joshua -> Depressed?!
Its like Joshua cannot be depressed..
Yeah.. I know what y'all are thinking.. Yep yep..

Everybody's fool by Evanescenes:

It was only today after stumbling on to this webpage
http://www.depression-guide.com/

And.. went straight looking at the symptons of depression..
Here you go:
http://www.depression-guide.com/symptoms-of-depression.htm

Well there're a few points that I'm facing at the moment.. Yeah..

After scouting through the whole site.. I found this:
http://www.depression-guide.com/thought.htm
that how powerful thoughts are..
Bwahaha..

Phew.. Yeah.. there's a cure..
and I just realised that hope and positive thoughts are that important to a person..
it can either pull a person right down to the ground... or even worse..
or the build a person greatly..
Wow!! And all starts with a thought..

and the coolest thing that caught me eyes was that faith played a role in it too..
Awesome!!

Well I think this reminds me of the vow I made yesterday..
Yep, yep!!
To a honestly, truely happy cheerful clown from the inside out all the time.. even without makeup!

P.S:
SHIT!! I was suppose to find a real good clown picture to put on.. but I can't even find a really cool 1..
Argh.. stupid people.. now I know why many people are afraid of clowns..
I think I'll not be a clown.. I'll be someone that will bring joy to other then putting on makeup and hide my true self inside..
I think.. I need not put on make ups to be myself..!!
I shall call myself "clown" (with the Inverted commas)

[Post 107] A Post That Will Change Life

2008-07-30T19:12:00.000+08:00

Thoughts of the day:
We all have a choice
To live a lie
Or be ourselves
To laugh and cry
Or to follow someone else

To look up and smile
Or bow down and frown
To walk the whole mile
Or take off our crown

We have a choice
To shout out loud
Or chant a whisper
To fly through the clouds
Or to be blown like paper

To conquer our fear
Or hide in the shadow
To the wise words hear
Or be thrown out the window

We all have a choice
To climb our highest mountain
Or fall into our deepest hole
To drink from life's fountain
Or live life like a troubled soul

To learn love in the heart
Or grasp to hate with regret
To wake up and start
Or sleep until sunset

We all have a choice
To speak truly with ourselves
Or go against what seems

We all have a choice
To fulfill our greatest dreams
--- Copyright © 2008 Allen Steble

Dang.. my brother's such an ass.. screw up kid!!
Well.. can't say more 'bout him though.. I wasn't such a good kid either..
but although I know I've changed still the fact is.. that I've still got a bad past..

Thank God for those people who prayed for me and saw me through my "storm" back then..
Anywoo.. Like the title says.. a decision that will change my life..

If you havn't know yet..
my dream job is to be a professional clown.. WHOA!!
Professional?? eh hello?? ain't clowning a profession itself??
ah-hah!! This is where you're wrong (to me)

Clowning is clowning..
*you do earn money but not as much as a professional 1*
(I think.. haha!!)

Yep yep!!
I want to be a clown that is not only happy on the outside but in the inside too!!
Be my witness everyone who reads this..
I don't want to end up acting my whole life covered in white powder acting happy and cheering others up.. while deep down I ain't got the joy.. such hypocrisy!!

So yep yep!! There you go people.. Its a statement and a promise that I'll made with you people out there!

[Coller 106] Flying Without Wings

2008-07-23T20:59:00.000+08:00

Pensé Au Jour:
" Everyone comes across a fork in the road. Be spontaneous and walk through the middle."
Written in 2007 by Steven Daniel Lopez --- Washington

It's been such a long time since i last post something.
So much happening since my last post 16 days ago.
Wow!!
and the great thing about these.. haha.. I've ran out of things to say..
all i can do is..
show off this..

Whoahoo.. I'm finally able to brag some of my flying scenes!!

[Post 105] Have you ever wonder?

2008-07-08T13:45:00.000+08:00

Thoughts of the day:
I've wondered.. I've sturggled.. but I just can't decide..
(I've decided to change from quotes to thoughts. I'd be copying other people if i use quotes.. why not make mine into other people's quotes)

Phew.. finally got over the stress in getting a funky title..
Havent been blogging much since my last coz of the title..
Ish.. always wanted something really funky and all I got what this crap..
Anywhoo.. yea.. I've came up with a title anyway.. haha..

Working life ain't fun at all..
well atleast today is funky.. ain't sleep though..
(phew finally got the time to type some really long story after all these task was given to me..)
p.s I'm still at work!! WHAT?!!

Here's a master piece I made when I was bored at work..
Revised version by...
me!!

Yo everybodeh around the world
Got a weird thing to tell your
and bet you wanna hear
Tell your braders, your sister and your family
We're about to go down
And you know just what to do
Wave your hands in the air like you don't care
Glide by the people as they start to look and stare
Do your dance, do your dance, do your dance quick yeah
Come on people tell me what's the word

Word up (up up) everybody say
When you hear the call you've got to get it under way
Word up (up up) it's the code word
No matter where you say it you know that you'll be heard

[Post 104] Untitled

2008-06-21T00:58:00.000+08:00

Quotes of the day:

"The best things in life are seen in dreams"

"The happiest of people don't necessary have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way"

"Don't ever frown because you never know who is falling in love with your smile!"

"A friend is someone that will come and bail you outa jail but a best friend is someone that will be sitting right next to you saying that was freakin awesome!"

"Life isn't measured by the breaths you take but by the things that take your breath away"

"Friends are like stars, you can't always see them but you know that they are always there."

"I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved who I'm not."

These are all famous quotes and some from famous people..
and famous or not.. I have my quote of the day:

When life comes around and bite you...
.
.
.
BITE IT BACK!! For you are in control of life but not life over you!!

[Post 103] Why do you think God put you on this earth for?

2008-06-15T20:31:00.001+08:00

Quote of the day:
He put me on earth to have fellowship and intimacy with Him, and I'm gonna spend as much time as I could to possibly spend to get to know him, everyday. I don't wanna waste any time , I've wasted enough time. Its just, that's what I'm put on earth to do, be intimate with God and to get to know him as much as I can here, let him fill me with the spirit and that He can do the work by bringing people into the kingdom.
(Quote from Brian Welch being interviewed)

-edited-
Its 11.40pm now.. Argh!! I don't know what am I feeling right now..
Pissed? or Peace?
Although I went to church today, I kindda missed the whole service due to editing the Sunday School Parent's day video clip.

After coming back home, I had a big fight/arguement with me mom, over me brother..
*how dumb can it be.. stupid brother dowanna bath.. and all I said to me bro. was.. go bath, you stink*
*well, he does stink when he sweats, normal for a unhealthy diet guy*

Anywoo, that wasn't the actual thing. My parents just got into an arguement just now.. over doing something.. dad's business stuff..
Dad's a smart freak.. admire his brains.. even Superman is much stupider compared to my dad's brains..
But because of his brains.. me dad is a darn keras kepala guy..
and me mom.. has always been cleaning up after my mom's mess.. well, it really takes lots of patients cleaning after my dad.. itz horrible.. I know..

Probably that's what ticked the arguement off..

I was already quite bengang with me mom already.. now lagi my parents argue.. so I was damn piss..
Wanted to scream my lungs out, but somehow did remember what Pastor Sandra said..
Forgiveness is very important in a relationship.. doesn't matters what relationship..

*to cut the story short*
Prayed for them.. wrote a note.. slide it under the door.. Scream "Shaddap!".. walked out of the house for a walk.. prayed while walking.. Came back.. everything was quiet down..
and now.. me typing this post..

Ps. For those out there who're reading this tiny long post of me..

Do pray for me.. Currently having real bad family relationship especially our financial status..
we're running out of money.. and if my dad's business tak jadi.. I think we're sleeping in the stress real soon..

[Post 102] Male or Female?

2008-06-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

Quote of the day: Male or Female?

You might not have known this, but a lot of non-living objects are actually either male or female.
(Special thanks to Andrew Lin for spicing up me night.)
Here are some examples:

FREEZER BAGS:
They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them.

PHOTOCOPIERS:
These are female, because once turned off; it takes a while to warm them up again.They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong buttons.

TIRES:
Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated.

HOT AIR BALLOONS:
Also a male object, because to get them to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under their butt.

SPONGES:
These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water.

WEB PAGES:
Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on.

TRAINS:
Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking up people.

HOURGLASS:
An hourglass is female because, over time, all the weight shifts to the bottom.

HAMMERS:
Male, because in the last 5000 years, they've hardly changed at all, and are occasionally handy to have around.

THE REMOTE CONTROL:
Female. Ha! You probably thought it would be male, but consider this: It easily gives a man pleasure, he'd be lost without it, and while he doesn't always know which buttons to push, he just keeps trying.

[Post 101] A New Start

2008-06-12T00:46:00.000+08:00

Quote of the day: I've got Planetshakers' All for love!!

I was bathing today, and a thought came on me.. But..
.
.
.
I can't remember what was it, but at that time I thought it was the coolest thing I'm gonna post on me bloggy. Alas, I can't remeber what was it.

I'm currently working on a video for the sunday school's Parents Day Vid. Clip.
Oya, hey this is not a joke.. I think I remember what I wanted to post..
Yeah.. I SAID THINK..
.
.
.
Wait, I can't remember whether this was it.. but was somthing like this.. the difference between video production and a video recording.. I was kindda pissed when they said so many canggih stuff before making the video.. about how they want it to be like 10mins long!!

BUT HELL!! What the Crap did they gave me!!
A FREAKING piece of 5mins of RAW unprofessional recording of kids saying..
"Daddy, Mommy, I love you.." (with the "dude you woke me up frm me nap you idiot")
*raw as in raw salmon raw but raw salmon taste better this is like.. raw pork..or raw beef..*
*and the want to chung the whole rawness down your throat*

This was so how I felt man:

*Heck Yeh.. again!!*

Well, I tried talking with a lil experience saying..
"Aunty youre asking for the impossible.. we took 2 weeks of recording (of coz not 2 full weeks la) and another whole week of editing to make a 5-8mins video clip"
"You gave me a 5mins recording asking me to make a 10mins video production?!!"
"After cutting the blur faces and reshots the whole thing is less than 3 mins"

AND ALL THEY SAID WAS..
1st: Use what we have.. (what the hell?)
2nd: After ton's of conceptual explainations.. this was their answers..
"er.. Joshua.. you have lots of great ideas but that was not what we thought.."
3rd:
She said: "Lets re-shoot it again"
I asked: "Alright, when?"
She said: "On Sunday, before the video show."
I was like: "Serious? Do we have the time? I mean do I have the time? Can I make it?"
She said: "Yeah, I think you can."
*After 5mins of hasistating.. the conclusion..*
She said: "Alright, lets get some of the kids to come on Sat. and we'll shoot it"
I said: "*reluctantly* A.l.r.i.g.h.t.."

Well.. It's too long I think.. I shall gambateh to finsh this vid PRODUCTION and leave them speechless in the presence of God!!

P.s Btw.. i find this fanscinating.. since people try post1 n count on im trying some redundant numbers and count on from there.. wish me the best!! haha

Thought of the day..

2008-06-08T17:59:00.000+08:00

Quote of the day: Dancing is an illusion of the eye.

Did you know?

2008-06-05T18:46:00.000+08:00

That stifling your sneeze is harmful?

"Suppressing a sneeze can be harmful, particularly to your ears...
Studies have found that the air expelled during a sneeze travels at an
amazing 100 miles per hour, and spews out up to 5,000 droplets, which
may be propelled up to 12 feet in a single sneeze.... By clamping your
mouth closed an pinching your nose shut, you force the "sneeze" into
the eustachian tube (which connects the back of the throat to the
middle ear) and then to your eardrum. Sneeze strong enough, and you
could rupture an eardrum, causing acute pain, infection, bleeding, and
even hearing loss."

"The chances of your getting a brain aneurysm from a sneeze, stifled
or otherwise, are pretty slim. But it could happen. ... Is suppressing
a sneeze bad? Could be, due to something called the Valsalva maneuver,
better known as a way of relieving pain in the ears caused by a rapid
change in elevation. While pinching your nostrils shut, you blow into
your nose hard. This opens the Eustachian tubes connecting your inner
ear with your throat and equalizes the pressure on either side of your
eardrums. But because the Valsalva maneuver increases pressure in the
chest, it also briefly blocks the blood flow entering the heart,
causing a sharp fluctuation in blood pressure. Conceivably this could
cause an aneurysm to rupture."(The Straight Dope: Archives)

When you stifle a sneeze, you can
prevent the clearance of the germs or irritants from your body and
increase your needs to keep sneezing or develop an infection. So stifling a sneeze out of politeness may do more harm than good. As for me,I'm gonna let it all out!

Source(s):
University of Alabama at Birmingham
Health System Web site

Well.. there you go.. people always think of manners and manners it should be.
I think sometimes manners have to be reconsidered. Why?
We think that sneezing out louds is considered as no manners, that's why
instead of letting 'em (the sneeze out) people keep it in.

I've always wonder.. since air does goes to your ear to balance the pressure in
your body.. would it kindda blow your brains out of it? If we try to stifle our sneeze.
Hehe.. just some thoughts..

Anywoo.. I've been freaking sneezing for the like.. 10 hours now..
since the time i woke up.. DAMN!!

I think.. I blew a tiny winny bit of my brain out..feeling all head achy now..

Me mom changed the rubbish bag this morning.. and now.. it's freaking filled with
mucus filled tissue papers (oOooo mucus filled "wan-tan", yummy! lolx XP)

Alritey.. I think I should go cook now.. home alone haha..
I'm thinking of baked beans with fried eggs and extra canned butter mushrooms.. yummy!
(better than those mucus filled "wan-tan"s)

Failure..

2008-06-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile and I've been thinking..
*thinking...*
*still thinking..*
*thinking thinking..*

I think I sucks... hohoho..

I've been freaking looking for a job for pass 3 months..
applied almost over 30 jobs..
WHAT THE HELL?!!
30 FREAKING JOBS?!

What the heck was I thinking??
Me mom has been bugging me the entire month..
Absolutely horrible.. people I've known all get their jobs with so little efforts
making me looks like a bum.. damn..
and me mom have absolutely no idea how much blardy effort in applying n waiting I've done..

ARGH!!!
I feel so...so.. like this..

Damn...

I think..

2008-05-23T01:08:00.000+08:00

I so love JAPANESE FOOD!
Buwahaha.. dang.. is blogging really that tough?
I've always wonder..

Well, lets see what I've got today? Nothing much though, have been sitting infront of me lappy all these while playing games, and just messing around with me guitar.
*I think I've gotta start spicing up me life*
*really craving to do some crazy stuff*
*wonder who will join me?*
*or should I do it alone?*

Anywoo, went for worship practice today. Couldn't get much of it though, really think we need a change but just don't know what to change yet.
*especially me bloggy*
Then me advisor treat us japanese food.
*I just that's just the highlight of this whole post*
and went Giant to get some stuff for youth this sat.

Yeah, how could I ever forget.. A-Merry-Can Idol..
wow!! Cook won.. anyway, I ain't no fan of that now..
not so fun to watch haha..
Hm.. who would I side then? I kindda like Archulate's voice while I love rock&roll..
so I can't really tell who I'll like coz I really like rock&roll.. lolx
Especially this song.. soo cool..

Of cause like I said, I also like Archulate..

Blogging Can Be Made Simple

2008-05-10T02:01:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since the last time I blogged using friendster.
Have been thinking of a change for a loooong... loooong time..
I think, now's the time... AND...

I didn't know blogging using BLOGGER can be so STRESSFUL!!

Anywhoo... People!! Wait up...
I'll prepare myself a grand entrance!!.. soo be ready to recept me when I come!!
buwahahha!!

sign off,
=[joshey]=